WHEN YOU NEED ME AND YOU DON'T WANT ME, I WILL STAY BUT WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND YOU WANT ME, THEN I WILL GO

Saturday, June 16, 2018

EMPTY

Have you ever feel empty before? Like no matter what you did, you just felt nothing. Literally, nothing. 

Before this I thought maybe it was because the older you get, the less you feel excited about certain things. But it was not. It is because of your situation where no matter how hard you try to fix things, it wont matter anymore. No matter how happy to tried to be in front of other people, there will come a day when you are alone and all you could do is cry. Because the more you fake your smile, the deeper it hurts. 

How can I throw away this feeling? Please, help me. It hurts so much I can barely handle it.