WHEN YOU NEED ME AND YOU DON'T WANT ME, I WILL STAY BUT WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND YOU WANT ME, THEN I WILL GO

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

MESSY LIFE

Life will not always be as how we wanted it to be

Who would have thought there will be stormy rain after a bright shiny day? Who would have thought the days you imagined to have a little happiness suddenly turns out the other way round?

Not that you don’t realize bout it. You know what happened long enough. It just that you thought by not care enough bout the small thing that happened, everything’s going to be okay. But who would have thought the small things would mess up in the end? No more hopes and no more dreams for happiness.

Getting stuck in between, sucks.
Some people wanted to speak for the truth of what they’re feeling but doesn’t have the courage. Some thought it might be better to be silent as it won’t hurt anyone.

When you saw some people are suffering, it is hard to not blaming the other person for it. It feels worse when you had to start counting the goodness of a person so that you won’t end up hating them. But not being able to do anything are the worse feeling ever. That feeling when you want to be at the side of people who’re suffering, to support them, to give your all so that they can keep going but you end up getting weak as you felt useless cause there’s nothing you can do to help them.  Just end it now, shall we? Cause you’ve hurt too.

Everyone has their own struggle. There are some people who might look happy, perfect, calm and rich but struggle way beyond your imagination. Stop judging on people small mistakes and start focusing on your own big mistakes. You don’t have the right to judge other people responsibilities when you don’t even mind your own.

Little did you know, within those stormy rains there’s hope for freedom. Not for themselves but for people around them. A hope for everyone to be happy not as a whole but by themselves. And when that day comes, you’ll realize it happens for a reason. And no matter how much you’re trying to resists it in the first place, God is the best planner among all.