WHEN YOU NEED ME AND YOU DON'T WANT ME, I WILL STAY BUT WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND YOU WANT ME, THEN I WILL GO

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

MSSM!! ^^

blink2!
haha.. lme da x update blog! ^^
hee~
xpe2.. 
eyh..
i miss MSSM larrr~
huu~
ritu time prsmian mmg gempak glerr lha weyh!
best sgt2!
huu~
ak jdi pngakut dulang pahang! hee~
first2 tkut lha gak sbb kne pkai ksut tumit..
last2 ak da x pdulik da~
huu~
jnji cpt hbes~






da lha kne pkai bju cm kat dlm gmbr neh.. =='
pns kowt!
huu~
tp kn.. 
best sgt3!
da lha sume lmpu kne ttup time tuh~
just yg ade lmpu tglung~
huu.. chantek sgt2! ^^
nan bunge api nyew~
sooo sweeettt~
hee~
then ade lak tarian 1M1S..
ade membe ak msuk..
dat is fawwaz..
huhuk.. 
klakar dowh die mnari~
huu~
ak n asfa dok glak2 jeh kat ats to~
hee~
pastu2 esok nyer time for me tuk jlnkn duty~
huu~
jdi puteri perak mmg sgt2 mmntkn! =='
dok tercongok tepi podium tuh!
da lha dgn atlit saje wat hal~
ak cepuk bru taw! huu~

then , on the last day..
ptg to ak dpt jdi runner! ^^
hee~
best sgt2!
mmg penat coz kne lari sni , lari sne~
atleast..
ak dpt gak jln2..
dri jdi puteri perak..
kne t'congok jeh dlm blek.. =='
amat mmbsn kn.. huu~










neh antare gmbr time kteorg ponteng sbntr dri duty~ 
ngeh3..
kteorg g kdai laksa.. 
perrgggghhh!
sdap! huu~
g beli domo!
hehehe..

then , ptg tuh gak..
ak kne crik pmng kat phang..
time to dgn x sengaje nyer ak t'slp tegur org.. huu~
ak na ckp nan pengurus atlit..
satgi t'slp.. 
ak g tegur atlit pahang..
ak ingt die pengurus sbb tiem tuh die tnga tls smething..
huu~
ak tanye lha~
"tuan , boley saia jumpe nan pemenang bla bla bla"

then satgi die agkt mke die.. die ckp..

"erk.. saia bkn pengurus.. saia atlit.."

time tuh ak da malu gler2 sengal!
huu~

tp last die ckp.. 

"xpe2.. na saia tlg ape?"

time to ak suke sgt!

da lha baik.. comey lk tuh! hee~

weeeeeeee~

luv it!

ngeh3..

tp sajer je..

ske2 mke je pon~

huu~

then , taw2 da smpai mse penutup  mssm..

hurrmmm...

gonna miss all dat! huu~

xpe lha~

len kali law ade ksmpatan.. ak msuk lgi k! ^^

hee~

even x jumpe nan si3qA..

ak x kesa~
atleast ak jmpe ahmad! haha..

nice to meet ya ahmad! ^^

gtg now! bubye allz! :))

Monday, May 23, 2011

miss u gilak! ):

RINDU KAW LHA WEYH!

kate na jumpe ak..
tp x gak jmpe2..
ak kol..
ko agkt..
pastuh bwt bdoe..
ak msej..
xmao rep..
eiii!

SENGAL NYEH KAW NEH!

weyh..
ak rindu kaw sgt3! ><

na nanged rse nyeh sbb x dpt na jmpe kaw!
sdeyh sgt~
hurm..


SIEQA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AK NA JUMPE KAW!!!
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MISSING U BADLY LOLLX!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 22, 2011

hurm!

hoihoi! ^^
updating beloogg once again.. hhu..
jiwa ak x tenteram lha~
u want to knoe why?
hurm..
cmni cter nyer..

smmgu neyh mmg ak ade g stadium for mssm rite?
then i get knoe with some of da juniors..
well law nan ak mmg otak lry jdik gler lha kn~ huu~
so, ak rpt nan 3 org dak form 3 neyh..
tyra , farah n nat..
for ur information..
depe neh mmg otak glew2 pon~
sme cm ak.. huu~
tp ttbe tdi time ak na rehat..
ak bru ingat na tido~
ak terdengar yg si N nan T tnga chit chat..
first ade lha gak ak dnga2 nme ak..
last2 ak dnga nme kak E unly..
but ak xtaw ah wether kak E tuh b'mkne kak EVA atau pun bkn.. huhuk..
then,N ckp kat T..
"nape mnt kte msti sme ek?"
huhuk..
then, die ckp lgi..
"alah.. ko jgn risau lha.. ak mnt die pon cmtu2 jer.."
"xde ah smpai mnt gler tuh"
die ade ckp..
"klaw lha kak E mnx.. pe ko na jwb?"
"ko jgn pike ak.."
"ak x kesa pon.."
then.. die ckp kat T..
"klaw lha kak E mnx.. ko trime lha k"


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ak da x ingat.. ==' huu~
n now mse tuk solat2..
depe pon b'hnti chit chat..
tp kan ak rse kak E tuh ak..
but..
impossible lha~
law ak mnx T jdi ade ak.. ak tkt N sket aty plak..
haish..~ susa nyer hdup~
=='

Saturday, May 21, 2011

dead but alive~



I saw me at a grave yard

standing at the gateaway

my hair falling at my face

and the breeze blowing them away

my dress hanging lose below my knees

I almost looked like an abundent spirit

I saw your car pass by

but you did not stop for a visit

I looked at you

until I could see u no more

a tear rolled down my face

in my hand I held a phone

I looked at the screen

blank

then I saw me smile

I saw myself turn back

and walk for a while

and she vanished

leaving just the phone behind

I ran to pick that up

I checked the call list

no call

an empty inbox

just you no.saved with your name

and 365 messages in the drafts

a message for each day

I wondered why had I not sent them

I begun to read them all one by way

and I realized

two things

that I was unconditionally

in love with you

and second

I was dead

but still my spirit wandered

in hope that one day

you might miss me

and try to know where I was

you might try to contact me

which you seemed not to

you did not remember my birthday

may be you have forgotten me

may be you need me no more

i felt so angry

and so sad

how could you be so rude

I almost crushed the rose

I had brought for myself

realizing this I simply

kept it on my grave

bid myself good bye

and raced towards your home

you had just reached home

your wife greeted you at the door

your daughter came running and

insisted you to take her in your arms

sunny came running and hugged you too

you kissed them on their forhead

and moved in

you are so happy

i don't know why but

your happiness was making me

more uncomfortable

how could you forget me so easily?

I was about to burst out of anger

It was then I noticed you

walk out in your balcony

where you had grown a rose plant

it had boomed a new rose in it

you kissed it and said happy birthday

sweetheart

no

no you hadn't forgotten me

you remembered me

I wished to run back to me and tell me

that I did not need to cry

and there on the other end

I noticed myself

smilling

and then I understood

why had I smilled then

you had kept me alive all

these years

you dialled my numbers

and then erased it

you simply wished that

I must happy wherever I am

with my family

family?

Hello

don't you know

I am somewhere far away

very far from family and friends

alone

and yes i miss you

and you think i would

be happier without you

you miss me too,don't you?

they say time is the best healer

you will be ok

soon

you will be ok

soon

you will forget me


and I will

then I will

die for real


♥ 20/5/2011 ♥

20/5/2011
love it!
hehe..

tarikh perasmian MSSM!
rmai mem ak dtg!
huhu..

ak jdi pembwa dulang..
hahak..
i've transformed into a polite girls!
i don't believe it!
hahak.. klako2..

hari jumaat tuh ak dtg awal kat stadium..
pgi2 lgi..
sbb pgi2 ade perlwnn..
then,almost tgh hri..
break kejap..
ijoy (pakwe asfa) dtg..
mmg pendiam gilak lu!
x smbg lgsung!
ak nan sya gak lha yg kecoh2..
haha.. xD
then right after dat is our turns to change cloths..
huhuk..
bertukar lha ak.. haha..

then ttbe fad ckp na jumpe..
tp die suh ak crik die lak..
sbb die da pnt wat 5X tawaf!
hahak..
tp so sorry lha..
xnk ak jln2 pkai bju tuh! ><
malu siott!
huhuk..
last2 die gak yg kne dtg crik kteorg.. hee~
coe fad.. huhu..
then die da ade dpn pntu utame..
tp kne hlang lha pulok!
haiyo~
da lha budk2 yg hlang tuh budak yg hina skola aku!
ade ke ptut depe ckp cmni..

"KORANK INGAT SKOLA KORANK TUH BGUS SGT KE?!"

hait! x gune lu! ak kerat kpale korank nru taw!
pntang ak org hina2 skola ak neh!
na crik psai nan ak..
xyah lha na babit kn skola lak!
eii! P****T!
huh!
okeyh.. back to da story~
then,sya na sgt tgkp gmbr nan fad..
ak nan asfa jdi peneman jew..
tp x lme lha..
sbb ak nan asfa sbnr nyerk xley kua dri stadium.. huhuk..
coe lgi skali fad~
then, ble msuk blik.. da mse tuk KELAM-KABUT!
huhuk..
sume KELAM na kne siap2..
pkai itu , pkai ini..
ish3.. =='

pastu bler tgk kat stadium..
WALLAWEYH! rmai gilak lu!
bikin seram!
huhuk..
kaki , tgn sume da menggeletar! haha.. xD
then,ak nan mem ak duk kat tmpt dduk pemenang smntre tggu tuk msuk pdg..
ak tgk byk kontijen2 msuk pdg..
mskot yg cumel2! ^^
hee~
ade rimau , gajah , lebah , brung n mcm lgi! huu~
then , our turn to enter da field!
huhuk..
sume pon siap2 na msuk..
alngkah rugi nyeh coz x dpt na tgk mrcun! huu~
lntak pi ah!
next time boley jew tgk..
tggu raya! haha.. xD
smntare siap2 tuh..
SYED lalu dgn pncrgam nyeh..
hehehe.. sya da start na jdik org glew.. haha..
tp mlgnyeh nseb sya..
ckgu suh die wat keje..
x dpt die na tatap mke SYED..
ish3.. cian2.. huhu..
pastu ak n mem pon msuk pdg..
mmg ksut ak tggelam lha kn.. huhuk.. =='
ak duk kat ngeri PAHANG!
ade GAJAH!
GAJAH x gune! huh!
ade ke ptut g tarik dulang aku!
da lha telinge bsr gedabak!
asyik kne muke aku jew.. =='
haish.. tension!
da lha main tarik jeh dulang aku!
satgi ak tarik belalai tuh kang bru PADAN MUKE!
huhuk..
time kluar plak. sume da x betoi..
haha.. lntak pi ah!
ak da x kesa.. haha.. xD
after dat.. mse tuk rehat!
haha..
ak duk kat tmpt dduk pemenang tuh n tgk persmbhn tarian 1M1S.. ^^
ak nmpk meor fawwaz!
oh! btw! ckp sal fawwaz..
hurm..
ak agk kpntan dgn skp A neh..
*A neh mnt kat fawwaz..
A n ak smerk2 jdi pmbwa dulang..
die excited glew2 kat fawwaz neh..
tp act die da ade blak..
blak die siap dtg stadium lg tuh..
even ptg jew yg die boley dtg..
sbb mlm die keje..
tp atleast die try gak dtg na jmpe nan A neh..
cian kt balak die..
na sala kn fawwaz pon xley..
sbb fawwaz xtaw pon yg A neh da kaple.. =='
haish..
yg A neh plak OVERLOADED!
org yg bkn fawwaz pon die nmpk cm fawwaz..
ak da kate bkn xmao caye..
"betoi ah! ak knl die.."
"law bkn die npe die menyorok?"
cmtuh ayt die..
then, fawwaz wat sala sket jew..
die da majok.. haish.. mnggedix lha kaw!
bru sket..
x sala mne pon~
then, fawwaz msuk tarian 1M1S..
die dok gelak melbeyh-lbeyh..
dok jerit nme fawwaz..
ckgu kat blkg dok tgk smcm jew..
die ley kate lntk ah..! ><'
A! ko da ade balak lha weyh!
bpe byk kali ko na curank!
ak taw ko HOTSTUFF!
tp pike lha prsaan org lein!
haish..
GEDIX lha kaw neh A!
fawwaz x text ko sket jew da dok hntak2 kaki..
satgi ak hntak kpale ko bru taw!
huhuk.. =='
 mual lha weyh tgk ko neh!
TOLONG lha jgn mggedik! ><
ergh!
 
okay! back to da story..
pas hbes sume2 tuh..
msuk dlm blik..
na kne tuka bju..
ak jdi mgse lgi neh..
A na jmpe fawwaz..
ak lak yg kne siap2 mcm kilat!
haiyo~
ak lmbt.. kne mrah..
"cepat lha eva! ak na jmpe die neh"
na aje ak ckp..
law ko na jmpe die sgt!
ko pegi jelha!
jgn nyushkn aku!
ko yg bercintan-cintun..
ak lak yg kne kelam-kabut!
huh!
nseb lha kakak ak dtg amek.. fuhh~
lege sket..
disbb kn A tu lha.. mcm2 brg ak da t'tggl kat dlm blek tuh! =='
sabo jelha..huu~
 
then, blik tuh..
kakak ak blanje mkn..
first2 xde dak2 skola..
ak sorank jelha pon~
huhu..
then,ttbe mkin rmai dak skola..
skola ape ak pon x psan.. huu~
tp sume laki..
ak da lar wat prangai glew2 nan adeq ak.. huu~
coe to korank..
ak pdulik ape korank ade..
just be myself.. hee~
maaf~
pastu2..
blek tuh ak trus 'ke laut'!
hee~
mne x nyeh..
dri pgi smpai mlm kowt!
mao x ngantok?!
huu~
then pgi tdi taw2 ak da t'lntok smpai kul 11 stgh! hahak.. xD
caya lha!


rini lak ak rehat smntare..
n tugas ak akn b'smbg esok pulak!
so, i wanna get some rest! ^^
until here then..
see u allz next time! :)
tengs for opening my blog n reading my entri.. ^^ hee~
adios!


 

Monday, May 16, 2011

panas nyerk aty akuh!!! ):

wallaweyh!
ape yg korunk akn rse bler kwn korunk sndri dok puji2 dri dpn korunk tp actually die ckp kat mem korunk yg lain..??
ak rse kn na aje ak ckp..

"suda lha weyh! ko ingat ko bgus sgt ker??"
"na cter ko pena kaple smpe 7 skali?!"
"ak pedulik ape?!"
"even ko bkn ckp nan aku.. tp telinge ak neh pnas ko taw?!"
"xyah lha bajet bgos sgt"
"ak pike blik ko kdg2 x suke kat mk ko kn?"
"yelah.. ko kn rpt nan bpak ko.."
"tp npe ko na bgge2 kn sgt mak ko tuh?!"
"kejap2 mk ko.."
"ak taw ko syunk mk ko.."
"tp xyah lha over sgt!"
"ape2 sket jeh mk ko.."
haiya~
"ingat mk ko sorunk je ke yg bgus?!"
"ak taw mk ko baik.."
"tp pliz tlg jgn over dos okeyh!"
ergh!!


HYPERR TENSION!
sabo jelah~

nseb ak ley thn lagi..
klaw lha ak x pike kn yg ko neh kwn ak..
da lme ak sepak kaw!
huhuk..

tlg lha! tlg sgt2!
pliz jgn over!


na ckp yg H n F text kaw??
ak x kesa lha weyh!
na ckp F topap tuk ko 10?
ade ak kesah??
na ckp ko da rpt nan F??
ak pedulik hape!
na ckp H da rpt nan ko skank nih??
lntak pi kaw lha weyh!
kaw ingat ak kesa sgt ke??
huhuk..
ak x pedulik pon lha psai depe2 neh.. ><

law ko tgk.. sume kwn2 yg ko cter kat ak tuh sume yg hnsem2..
cbe ko tgk kwn tuisyen ko yg hensem gak tp kureng sket..
 mcm T n N tuh!
ade ko na cter??
ko na rpt nan dak HOT tuh?
g larr..
ak x kesa pon..
T n N tu pun da ckup da!
jnji depe tuh baik ckup.. (:
ko na amek H tuh jdi bestie kaw?
silakn~
idk n idc.. (:
ak taw bestie ak yg ade ni pon da ckup da..
ak da x pedulik da ko na ckp pape pon psai F ke H ke..
amek lha kaw..
n sorry to say..
ak xkn kco F n H kaw da..
yelah..
t x psai2 ak dilabel as GEDIX ah plak... kn3??
so, it's okay!
ak x kesa..
na jdi bestie depe..??
pegi lah.. 
ak da ckup da kwn2 ak yg phm ak..
yg x OVERDOS! ♥ ♥

okay? ^^
deal..


but pliz jgn budjet lbeyh okay!
ko na ak denga ape yg ko na ckp..
ak da denga.. (:
so, jgn sket kn ati ak lgi..
ak penat! penat sgt!
da lme ak sbo nan ko..
ak pike sbb ko byk tlg ak jeh..
ak x kejam kat ko..
so, pliz jgn buat gnung brapi yg da menggeledak MELETUP!


na cter psai F n H byk2 kat aku?
silakn..
i don't mind..
sbb tulha gne nye kwn kn??
tmpt na luahkn mcm2..
tp ingat!
jgn smpai ak rse na ckik ko sbb terlbih BANGGA!
okay? (:
syg kaw!  ♥
cne trok skali pon ak rse ko neh.. ko ttp bestie ak.. ^^
coe law ayt ak kasar..
tp ni lha kenyataan yg ak smpn sorank2..
ak da pnt..
na cter kat orank..
xtaw na cter kat spe..
al-maklum leh ak neh trok..
mne ade bestie byk2 neh.. ><
xmcm kaw..
kwn keliling pggang..
kakak pon ade mmhami ko..
ak neh budak pinggiran jeh..
so,ak mnx maaf sbb tulis psai ko kat sni..
tp ak da x thn..
ingt na smpn sorunk2 tp xley gak..
so, soe k.. ^^
saranghae.. ♥

btw.. to da readers.. tengs for reading dis..
i luv ya allz! ^^

ade ko rpt nan depe??