WHEN YOU NEED ME AND YOU DON'T WANT ME, I WILL STAY BUT WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND YOU WANT ME, THEN I WILL GO

Sunday, July 24, 2011

it was a sad day ever in my life.. :'(

hey buddy..

rinie ak cam takdeww mud na update belogg..
tpie law ak x update.. ak xtaw na cter kat speww lgie..
ak saket pale , saket otak , saket hati.. sume pon adew!

na cter kat membe..? ak x diperlukan dlm hdup depe.. :')
sumeee pon bzy.. t depe ckp ak jdi pengacau hdup org lha pulak! huu~

yellahh.. speww lha ak kn?
ak cume seorang insan yg bodoe yg x lyk tuk dpt kwn sebaik korunk ka?
hurmm.. da mmg nsb ak cmtu drie dlue kowd.. :)
da lha dlm family..
ak antare anak yg kurg dpt perhatian..
yup! it's true..

 kakak and abg ak x hbes2 na bela adeq ak.. even adeq ak wat sala..
yg ak wat sala even sekecik kuman pon msti depe nmpk.. :')
adeww jeww modal na mra ak..

parents ak lak..
yg mak ak.. x hbes2 na bndg kn ak nan kakak ak..
yup! ak nan kakak ak mmg jauh beze.. kakak ak baik.. x mcm ak.. ksar.. kn mk kn?

pastu.. adeq lak..
sume yg adeq mnx mak akn bgie.. cumee tggu msa jeww..
even mak xdeww dwet.. mak ak akn cubeww crik dwet tuk adeq ak..

tpiee ak?
slalu peww yg ak mnxx mak ak mrah2..
sdgkn dwet yg ak mnx mybe dlm puluh2 rggit jew..
yg adeq ak ratus , ribu.. mak ttp blikn.. tp bnde2 tuh sume hlang lha , rosak lha..
yg kakcik neh? :'(
hurmmmmmmmmm..
law ckp psal abh lak..

entah lha!
kdg ak tgk abh ak nan sumeww adeq-veradeq ak sumeww pon mseww jew..
takde yg mnjew2..
sumeww smetime jeww dieww manje nan adeq ak..
n abh ak rpt nan abg aku.. :')

ak? na mnx sket perhatian pon x dpt..
ak ingt law adeww kwn.. atleast kwn ak akn tmn ak time sdeyh n hepy..


tpieeeeee..


kwn pon smeww jew!
even x sumew..
tp kebnyakan nyeww sumeww luper kwn..



ak taw ak x perfect..
ak taw ak x ptut adeww kwn..
ak taw ak x ptut dihargai..
tp ak manusie..
ak adeww perasaan.. law x suke.. ckp dpn2..
jgn wat ak mcm PATUNG!

ak sdeyh sgt..
blerr time ak hepy ak adeww rmai kwn yg na kongsi ke'hepy'an ak tuh..
tpiee blerr time ak sdeyh..
xdeww speww pon yg pedulik.. ><
ak mnx maaf..
ak xderr niat na kutuk spew2 kat snieeeee..
tp ak da x lrt na tggung sorank2..
ak da xtaw na cterr kat sperr..

yup! rmai yg ckp ak kuat.. mmg driee luar ak nmpk kuat..
still ley senyum.. :')
tpiee sekuat-kuat manusie tuh.. pasti adeww klmhn nyew..

mcm besi.. muleww2 mmg keras gleww na mampos!
tp lmew2 law dibakar dgn api yg marak..
for sure besi tuh akn hlang sikit demi sedikit.. mcm hati ak neh..
yg ak rase da makin tawar nan hidup neh..
tlg lha.. ak da x lrt sgt2!

Saturday, July 23, 2011

itisallaboutthem:)

heiyo! ^^ ups! assalamualaikum...!!! hehe.. :P hey buudyy! mrujuk kapda tajuk yg ak tulis kat ats neh.. korunk agk2 ak na ckp sal saperr? ce teke , ce teke.. haha.. :D oke2.. ak sbnrnyeww.. na ckp sal mmat kat bwh neh ha.

.

haha.. ingt ta.. dlue ak pena story sal dieww kat belogg neh?
haha.. kepada pmnt yg slalu sgt walking dlm belogg ak neh msti taw kn?
(haha..mcm lha ak neh adeww pminat..dlm mmpi jewlha eva oit! haha)
ha! pade spew2 yg xtaw lgie.. nme dieww muhammad syahaizat bin shahimi..
yup! dieww neh dlue rpt nan aku.. n siyesly ak ckp ak sukeww kwn nan die.. :)
tp pas dieww kaple nan sorunk membe ak..
ak buang dieww drie kwn fb..sbb pew?
sbb awek dieww jelez x bertempat.. :')
oke tape.. bukan xley contact lgi.. huhu..
then , ak ckp lha kat dieww.. yg dieww xyah lha text ak keww kol keww..
tp dieww katew die xnak cmtu..
dieww still na kwn nan ak.. yosh! ejat! law awek kaw taw ak yg terok taw!
tp dek sbb x smpai hati.. oke fine! ak stiill kwn nan dieww..
tp tanpe pngtahuan awek diew..
but, tbe2 drie awek diew yg x pena tego ak pon sblm neh.. tbe2 jeww sembang nan ak!
frenly gleww bhai!
adew one day tuh diew suh ak text ejat.. tp mslhnyeww ejat gtaw kat awek diew tuh yg kteorg da x kwn lgie.. tp awek diew ckp..
"alah text jew ejat.. tgk diew bls kew ta"
aik! weyh! ko na watpe suh ak text diew? na tgk die setie kat ko kee tak?
hey.. dah2 lha weyh.. dieww baik.. :)
korunk pon sweet kaple da.. huhu..
yg ejat neh plak.. x hbes2 tanye ak cne prngai awek diew tuh kat skola..
(ak sme skola nan awek diew)
ak mnew lha taw sgt sal awek diew.. x pena rpt pon..
tego pon jarang.. lgi plak blok klas pon lain2.. xdeww mseww eh ak na amek taw sal awek diew.. tp dok pkse2 ak suh gtaw..
ak pntg tol org yg pkse2 ak neh.. haish.. pike kn kwn jew.. laww tak...
da lmeww kneww pelempang! >< huhu..
tp kn.. skang neh ejat da lain kowd.. dieww kate ak yg text die mcm nak xnk..
tp dieww yg slalu sgt wat ak sket hati..
bleww ak text dieww msti separuh jln! =='
na kateww tdo.. nmpk sgt lha tipunyew!
awek diew dok syok2 gtaw kat aku yg ejat kol dieww pkul brape.. cte ape.. itu lha ini lha..
saba jewlhaaa ak.. ak x kes pon.. tp kot yeww pon gtaw ah ak..
xderr ah ak na bersengkang mate tggu kaw rep..
tkt t law ak x rep t kaw kate ak smbg plak.. haish..
mlg tol nseb ak.. asyik na kne jge hati org lain jeww..
org lain mneeww pena na jge hati aku..
hurmmm..
cmni lha kwn.. ble da jumpe membe brue.. blerr da adeww awek / balak..
kwn baik sndriee diluperkn.. law kaw na lyn ak cmni lha ejat..
better lha kte xyah kwn tros..
driee kte kwn2 pasto ak saket hati nan kaw..
pasto ak kutuk2 nmeww kaw dlm neh.. wat tmbh dose ak jew.. =='
huummm..

tp bkn ejat sorunk jeww yg da sombonk skang neh..
adeww lgie membe ak yg sombong..
na taw spe??
ha!
manusie2 nyeww adlah..... jeng3!......

 








yup! three of them..
first is ue.. haish.. da dpt awek.. ak diee x pena na text lgsung! ><
law tak.. klaw dlueee.. almost evryday dieww kcaw!
wat lwk bodoh.. :D
tp skang da xdeww da.. na knew ak text dlue..
tu pun kdg2 jeww dieww bls..
saba jewwlllhaaaa~
haish.. mlg betoll nesb ak neh kn? :')
oke2.. the second pitca is atok ak.. ^^
nmeww dieww azrin.. ha! yg neh ak xtaw npeww dieww makin sombonk..
na kate bzy study.. idok lerr jugakk.. ak text.. dieww kate tgk  tv lha.. main lha..
xdeww plak kateww study.. huu~
mybe dieww pon da adee membe brue tp x gtaw kat ak.. :')
ak sukeww lha mcm neh.. sumeww org na luperkn ak! ^^,
ak neh trok sgt keww??
ce korunk gtaw ak.. plizzzzzzzzzzzz.. jujur dri hati korunk.. ak neh trok sgt kew? =='
hurmmmmmmmmmmmm..

oke.. pitca yge ketiga plak..
my beloved buddy when i'm in standard six..
yeahh! diee comel.. mnjeww.. n aku sukeww kwn nan dieww! ^^
but since msuk skola mngh.. kteorg da lain2 skola..
kteorg da x prt mcm dluee lgiee..
mulew2 mmg lha die ade kol ak.. ak adeww kol dieww..
tp skang stu kol driee dieww pon xde.. :'(
rnduu dieww sgt2!
tp mybe dieww da adeww kwn bruee yg jauh lbih bgus driee ak kat skola diee tuh kowd..
hurrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..



i miss u all damn much!

but i can't do anything..
maybe it is already written in my fate..
dat all my frens will forget me soonn..
so,i just need to wait n see..
wait for the time dat moves so fast..
seconds will go to minutes..
and minutes will go to hour..
 and hour comess to day..
and day comes to week..
 then it may comey to month..
andd soon comes to yearss..
and maybe..
just maybe in another few years..
all my friends wiil go away from my life n left me alone.. :'(

i just wanna say to all my friends dat i really2 loves u sooo muchh!!even u r not cute..
u r not handsome..
u r not intelligent..

yeah.. i don't need all dat..
becoz everybody's not perfect rite? :)
hurmmm..
i doo loves you allz! ^^
aishiteru frens! 
 ♥

mybelovedbuddyeverafterinmylife ♥♥

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarokatuh! ^^

dis is da pitca of my beloved buddy ever!
pliz don't take them away from my life..
or x psai2 ak bgi korunk mkn kaki.. ^^ hee~
it started wif..





















































































kbaii~

Thursday, July 21, 2011

reneewww thee belogg.. hee~

assalamulaikum warahmatullah hiwabarokatuh! ^^

heiyo! rinie ak tukar mood plak..hee~ tulisan telah diubah.. ngeh3.. :P bosan larh guneww yg smeww jew.. ==' huhu.. hey2! luper plak na story.. ak adeww sorunk membe brue.. ^^ hehe.. baik sgt! ak have fun gleww kwn nan diew neh.. nmeww dieww mohamad syazhar or known as 'jaa'.. dieww neh frenly lha! smbg2 nan dieww pon best! >thumbs up!< sporting bhai! hee~ dieww neh smeww baye jew nan aku..skola kt rpat setie.. :) dieww neh membe asfa.. dlue time ak brue2 jew knl nan die.. tup2! terjumpeww kat kdai mamak.. hehe.. bruee balek drie tucen.. singgah kdai.. na makan jp.. tbe2 mncul lha 'jaa'.. haha.. pastu time dieww na balek tuh.. fulamak! bwk motor mngalahkn mat rempit! >< laju sengall! kecutt perut ak tgk dieww bwk.. bruee tgk dieww bwk.. belomm try naik.. haha.. mao hlang pale aku! hahaha.. :D btw to jaa.. tengs jdiee kwn aku.. ^^ syg kaw! ♥ hehehe.. oh yeah! law na add dieww kt fb , add lha! :) jnji jgn rmps drie ak taw! t ak xdeww kwn lgie.. huhu.. ^.^

jaa's pesbukkk..



ha! hensem kn3?? hee~ tgk lha kwn saperrr!! ahaks! >< kidding2.. hee~ oh yeahh! slain driee jaa.. ak pon da rpt nan zikri.. dak yg smeww tucen fzik nan aku.. or most known as papan.. haha.. neh larh papan yg pling baik yg pernah ak jumpe! ♥ hehehe.. yup! dlue mmg byk gadow2.. tp pas dnga story diew.. brue ak taw npeww dieww sukew crik gado.. haha.. :D tp now.. dieww salah satu bestie ak yg baik sgt3! ^^ hee~
terime kaseh papan! :)
papan's fesbuk..

 

hehehe.. boley thn kurus kan papan neh?? hee~ itu lha dieww membe ak.. ^^ hehe.. na add?? add jewwlha.. tp jgn saketkn hati depew.. t ak cocok2 korunk hdup2! >< heehe..
eyh2.. smpai sniee jewlha.. next time i smbung k.. ^^ hee~ gudnite my dear little fellow.. luv ya! :* tata! ^^

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

stres , saket pale , saket otak! =='

boooyahhh!^^
da berzaman x update..
tbe2 rndu plak ak kat belogg neh.. hee~
tp agk kebzyan lha na update..
huu~
byk hw lha skang neh..
aktiviti pon berlamabak gleww vavy!
saba jewlaaa~

hw stue kes..
yg aktiviti berlambak gleww neh lgiee stu kes.. =='
naik lesu bdn ak neh weyh!
penat taw x penat?!
huhuk..

da lah hw smlm fizik jeww da bertimbun mcm na mati!
gleww byk!
nota chpter 2 ,cpter 3 , lthn mastery , lthn power point..
n sumeww pon kneww hntr rinie..
jenuh pulun buat!
dlm maseww SEHARI!
huh!
saba jewwlhaa~

pasto2..
ak agk pelik..
npeww sorunk minah neh baik sgt ha?
adew udang disebalik mee kah?
huu~
dlue pakwe dieww tuh bestie ak..
skang neh dah x larh kn.. huu~
pakwe org..
mneww ley kcaw.. haha.. :D
pasto tbe2 dieww suh ak msej pkwe diew..
erk.. =='
sblm neh punyeww lha jelez ak edit gmbr pkwe dieww ltk dlm album bestie ak..
neh tbe2 suh ak text pkwe dieww plak..
uih..
no , no , no!
law jdie papew speww na tggung?
oh tidakkk!
ak xmao terlibat.. >< huu~

k lha weyh..
ak da xtaw n update pew..
huu~
btw..

my mood : stressssss! ><'

huu~
kbaii!

Monday, July 11, 2011

cerita tentang 'papan' dan 'hotstuff' :)

heiyo! ^^
da lameww x update belogg kn?? huu~
adew mcm2 bndeww na story sbnrnyeww..
tp sumew da mlyang ntah ke mnew.. huhu..
btw..
ak na ckp sal sorunk dak tucen ak neh.. hee~
*start na ngutuk.. hahak.. :D


cmni..
ak adew dueww tucen yg smeww nan dak yg ak na cteww neh..
stu tucen chemist nan cikgu saadoh..
stu lgiee tucen fizik nan ckgu julie..
yeahh..
mulew2 knl mmat neh dluee..
dieww mmg skeww crik psal nan ak..
law sket2 xpe lha lgiee..
ak still ley accept..
pasto mkin lmeww mkin trok..
mneww ak x pns.. =='
tension jeh dpt membe cmni..
pasto one day tuh..
that is ari sabtu bru2 neh..
ak text dieww na tanyew ari ahad adeww tucen fizik keww tak..
coz ckgu julie x konfem.. ckgu ckp t pape ckgu inform kat mmt neh..
ak plak.. dpt membe2 yg mmg b'gntong kt ak law suh tanyew pape.. =='
haish.. nseb bdn~

pasto ak text ah diew..
mulew2 mmg ingt xnk gtaw nmew..
tpiee dieww pkse dluee bru gtaw..
ak gtaw jelha..
stgi dieww glak2..
lmeww psto..
tbe2 dieww send msej.. mnx maaf~
dieww kate..
'ak mnx maaf coz ak taw ak adeww byk wat ko skt ati'
mule2 ak blurr skett..
yelha..
tbe2 jeww kn??
pasto dieww skeww msej.. skjp jew..
n ayt first die msti..
'hay eeevvvvvvaaaa'

msti keww diee tls nme ak smpai cmto??
haish.. x phm betol.. =='
satgi ahad tuh plak ak g tucen..
ak smpai lmbt..
tbe2..
'1 new messaged received'
taw2 driee mmt 'papan' neh..
dieww tanyeww npeww ak lmbt..
loll..
plik tol ak..
slme neh diewww pedulik keww ak dtg lmbt keww awl??
buzy body betol lha.. ==' 
time na balik tuh plak..
dieww mmg btl2 dpn ak..
dieww ade pndg ak..
tpiee ak wat bodoe jelha pon..
bkn nyeww adeww na ckp papew pon..
taw2..
mukeww dieww msm..
ah! pi mmpos kat kaw lha.. :/
ak x phm prngai kaw neh weyh..
runsing pale otak ak pike..
baik ak wat bodoe kn..?? :)
huu~
tpie agk plik sket lha..
coz sblm ak wat mkeww bodoe kat dieww tuh..
dieww slalu gak kco ak..
neh nmeww dieww sket pon x mncul dlm fon ak da..
tp.. it's oke..
ak sukeww.. <3
xyah na gdo2 da.. ^^
hee~
pasto lak mlm tuh ak on9..
bwt pertama kalinyeww mmt hotstuff kat tucen ak smbg nan aku!
(neh mmat yg lain plak..)

haha.. npeww ah prngai depeww neh plik2 kblakangan neh?
=='

huu~
smbg punyew smbg.. smpai ak terluper da larut mlm~
haha..
aduy!
hotstuff tuh law x sombonk gleww na mati! ><
huu~
pas sorunk2 wat prngai pelik.. huu~
ah! lntak pi kome! huu~
ak xmao terlibat papeww da.. huhuk.. >.<


Tuesday, July 5, 2011

4BG di pgieee hari.. :)

holla!
da lameww x update beloog kesayangan ak neh kn?? hee~
da penuh nan habuk2 yg x diperlukn.. ><
huu~
jp2!
na brsihkn jap..

...

ha!
dah siap pon!
fuh!
byk betol! ><
huu~

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eh2!!
da lmew x story2 kn?
huhu..
actually adeww byk story na cteww..
tpieee...


sumeww story-mory da mlyang..
huu~
oke2..
peww kateww start jeww drie pgiee tdie..
huu~
sng cterr.. hehe..


actually pgie tdie adew rehearsal tuk hari sukan..
ak , auni , pkah , angah , alia , nani , atie , yasmin..
x terlibat..
so,kteorg lpak2 lha dlm klas.. :)
mmg bosan gleww lha bhaii!
sumeww ckgu sebok2 kat pdg..

kteorg dok t'congok kt dlm klas.. =='

pasto , stu subjek jeww yg kteorg blajar rini..

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! ><

huhu..
tbe2 time tu sume lapan2 RAJEN sgt na wat add maths tuh..
huu~
CIK NOROHANIZA tu jewwlha stu2 nyeww ckgu yg enter klas kteorg.. huu~
tpie..
dlm2 wat ltihan tuh..
kteorg adeww ktuk smeone..
erk.. =='
perempuan..
biasewww lha too~
hehehe..


tpie..
kteorg kneww ktuk gak..
pns gleww hati neh..
mnx dimuntah-muntah kn sume sumpah seranah.. huu~

sbnrnyeww..
adeww sorunk mmbe ak neh..
dieww na ltak beg..
lntai klas 4BG tuh mmg licin..
taw2 ak tgk adeww someone jatuh..
tertiarap plak tuh! ><
first2 ak wat mke cuak..
pas dieww pusing.. bru ak sedar! huu~
AUNI JATUHHH!!! ><bndeww first ak tgk is pale dieww..

sbb pale dieww dkt gleww nan tmpt beg..
tpie.. tgk2 kaki dieww yg saket..

kaki krie dieww lbam kowdd!
yg kaki kanan dieww dlue mmg prnh retak..

taw2 pas lmeww urut sket2..
 taw2 kaki knan dieww pon saket skali.. =='
tpie kn.. dlm saket2 dieww tuh..
dieeww ley wat lwak n gelak!
fulamak!

cayalah auni!
haha.. :D

then , satgi tbe2 kaki auni da xley na gerak lha pulok!
jenuh lerr yasmin g criee ckgu b'tugas..

na taw speww yg b'tugas tuh??
PN HAJAR n PN JAMIDAH!!
korunk taw x.. time2 emergency case tuh..
PN JAMIDAH boley dok relx jeww mkn..
SLOWMOTION plak tuh!
gamaknyeww law mmbe ak t'sungkur kat sito pon dieww x kesa lah ek??
law jdiee papew kat mmbe ak tdie..
mmg naye dieww ak kejekn! ==' huh!

pasto..
tiem na bwk auni msuk dlm kete PN HAJAR..
auni bwt lwak bodoe..
sajew2 na bgie x serious sgt lha to~
huu..


then , situasi dlm kete n di klinik yg dicritakn oleh ATIE..

*PN JAMIDAH ckp..

- time saket2 pon boley gelak lgiee kew??

*PN HAJAR ckp lgiee..

- tulha.. klas bersih sgt.. mop nan sabun.. mneww xjtuh..
(haish.. ckgu jelez keww 4BG slalo dpt bntg 5?!)

*PN JAMIDAH ckp pulak..
- bdn bsar mmg slalu jtuh..
(dieww ingt diee to krus sgt kee?!)

pasto.. mak auni dtg..

*PN JAMIDAH ckp..
- eak nye slim-mlim.. anaknyeww . . . .
(eiiii... jgn dok na judge org lha ckgu! ckgu g amek crmin.. crmin drie sndrie tu dlue lha bru na ckp!)

timeee balek..mk auni sbnrnyeww adeww meeting xley na amek auni..
 (mak auni ckgu)

*PN JAMIDAH ckp..
- kami neh pon ckgu gak.. bzy gak..

HELOOOOO!!!
law PN HAJAR bzy.. xpelha gak..
kteorg caye..
sbb dieww sebok na tgk umh BAKTI..
yg ckgu tuhhh!!
dlm klas pon hampehhh!!
bzy peww nyeww ckgu??
takat tmn jeww..

bkn susa sgt!
law x ikhlas baik xyah!
>< sengall!




huhu.. k lha.. na titoww dlue lha ek??
da ngntok.. hee~
see ya next time my dear little fellow.. ^^
gudnitee~