WHEN YOU NEED ME AND YOU DON'T WANT ME, I WILL STAY BUT WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND YOU WANT ME, THEN I WILL GO

Sunday, July 24, 2011

it was a sad day ever in my life.. :'(

hey buddy..

rinie ak cam takdeww mud na update belogg..
tpie law ak x update.. ak xtaw na cter kat speww lgie..
ak saket pale , saket otak , saket hati.. sume pon adew!

na cter kat membe..? ak x diperlukan dlm hdup depe.. :')
sumeee pon bzy.. t depe ckp ak jdi pengacau hdup org lha pulak! huu~

yellahh.. speww lha ak kn?
ak cume seorang insan yg bodoe yg x lyk tuk dpt kwn sebaik korunk ka?
hurmm.. da mmg nsb ak cmtu drie dlue kowd.. :)
da lha dlm family..
ak antare anak yg kurg dpt perhatian..
yup! it's true..

 kakak and abg ak x hbes2 na bela adeq ak.. even adeq ak wat sala..
yg ak wat sala even sekecik kuman pon msti depe nmpk.. :')
adeww jeww modal na mra ak..

parents ak lak..
yg mak ak.. x hbes2 na bndg kn ak nan kakak ak..
yup! ak nan kakak ak mmg jauh beze.. kakak ak baik.. x mcm ak.. ksar.. kn mk kn?

pastu.. adeq lak..
sume yg adeq mnx mak akn bgie.. cumee tggu msa jeww..
even mak xdeww dwet.. mak ak akn cubeww crik dwet tuk adeq ak..

tpiee ak?
slalu peww yg ak mnxx mak ak mrah2..
sdgkn dwet yg ak mnx mybe dlm puluh2 rggit jew..
yg adeq ak ratus , ribu.. mak ttp blikn.. tp bnde2 tuh sume hlang lha , rosak lha..
yg kakcik neh? :'(
hurmmmmmmmmm..
law ckp psal abh lak..

entah lha!
kdg ak tgk abh ak nan sumeww adeq-veradeq ak sumeww pon mseww jew..
takde yg mnjew2..
sumeww smetime jeww dieww manje nan adeq ak..
n abh ak rpt nan abg aku.. :')

ak? na mnx sket perhatian pon x dpt..
ak ingt law adeww kwn.. atleast kwn ak akn tmn ak time sdeyh n hepy..


tpieeeeee..


kwn pon smeww jew!
even x sumew..
tp kebnyakan nyeww sumeww luper kwn..



ak taw ak x perfect..
ak taw ak x ptut adeww kwn..
ak taw ak x ptut dihargai..
tp ak manusie..
ak adeww perasaan.. law x suke.. ckp dpn2..
jgn wat ak mcm PATUNG!

ak sdeyh sgt..
blerr time ak hepy ak adeww rmai kwn yg na kongsi ke'hepy'an ak tuh..
tpiee blerr time ak sdeyh..
xdeww speww pon yg pedulik.. ><
ak mnx maaf..
ak xderr niat na kutuk spew2 kat snieeeee..
tp ak da x lrt na tggung sorank2..
ak da xtaw na cterr kat sperr..

yup! rmai yg ckp ak kuat.. mmg driee luar ak nmpk kuat..
still ley senyum.. :')
tpiee sekuat-kuat manusie tuh.. pasti adeww klmhn nyew..

mcm besi.. muleww2 mmg keras gleww na mampos!
tp lmew2 law dibakar dgn api yg marak..
for sure besi tuh akn hlang sikit demi sedikit.. mcm hati ak neh..
yg ak rase da makin tawar nan hidup neh..
tlg lha.. ak da x lrt sgt2!

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